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Thursday, 23 July 2009

  • Because I'm Stupid (A Song For You)

    because i'm so foolish, i know only you
    you who are looking at someone else,
    you probably don't know my heart

    there is no me in your day,
    probably not even in your memories
    but i'm looking at only you as my tears continue to fall

    i'm happy with looking at your back figure
    though you still don't know my heart
    though at the end, you'll just brush past me

    the days that i miss you so much
    the days when it's too hard to bear
    the words "i love you" are dancing on my lips
    once again, alone, crying for you
    once again, alone, missing for you
    baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you

    there is no me in your day,
    probably not even in your memories
    but i'm looking at only you,
    making memories by myself

    to me, love is like a beautiful wound
    even though i see your pretty smile,
    i can't smile with you

    the days that i miss you so much
    the days when it's too hard to bear
    the words "i miss you" are dancing on my lips
    once again, alone, crying for you
    once again, alone, missing for you
    baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you

    bye bye, never say goodbye
    though i can't hold onto you
    i need you, i can't say anything else
    i want you, i'll wish and wish again

    the days that i miss you so much
    the days when it's too hard to bear
    the words "i love you" are dancing on my lips
    once again, alone, crying for you

    the days when you fill up my thoughts
    the days when my heart grows cold and i'm sad
    the words "i miss you" are dancing on my lips
    once again, alone, crying for you
    once again, alone, missing for you
    baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you


Tuesday, 21 July 2009

  • Going to be a "Person-of-Legal-Age"

    Nine days to go - it's my 18th birthday. I don't know how should I feel about this.

    Ever since I was a little kid, when the calendar strikes at the 1st day of July, I feel like the whole month is mine, as well as the first days of August. I don't know, I just love having my birthday. I want to be treated as if I am the most important person in the world, especially when the last week of July is coming. I almost want everybody I pass on the street to greet me like "Happy Birthday Hazel! Are you happy?". Sounds crazy but true. I want to receive tremendous (that's over-acting) number of messages on my phone from my family and friends (and enemies also) to greet me and send their birthday wishes for me. But this year's different. I'm turning 18. Im. Turning. 18.



    I used to crack a joke about turning 18-years-old. I told my friends that I should kill before my 18 birthday comes, before I become a "person-of-legal-age" because the police will not arrest me, but will only put me in an orphanage or something of that sort. But my friend told me that I was so stupid because according to him, the police will wait until my 18th birthday comes and will eventually put me in jail and I'll be living together with people who are smoking and have big tattoos over their whole body.

    Gifts. I love the idea of that. I love imagining myself receiving many gifts from my friends and family. I must admit I only accept gifts on Christmas. I'm not being materialistic, I just love thinking about the willingness of them to make me feel happy on my special day.

    Changes. Yes, there should be some changes. I should act like a real lady-wearing a shoulder bag, "blouse for ladies", or something. I am thinking of changing my ways of living like changing the contents of my wardrobe or changing the way I act. But I think, I won't be able to do that. It's really hard to change yourself, right?

    I don't want to have a formal celebration like wearing gowns and hiring a caterer and a hotel or whatever. I just want to have a simple birthday celebration-as simple as cooking simple meals and inviting few close friends. That sounds great and happy for me.

    I know that July 30 for many is just a simple date. Of course. But I would love if you will greet me on my very special day. Thank you in advance. :)




    P.S. Got the image from http://www.flickr.com/photos/made_in_uae/2723475428/. (I love the necklace.)    

  • This Is A Public Apology

    I don't know if you were able to read my blog about "me loving piracy". Ok. This is what I am talking about:

    I really love reading books, especially novels, or I should say, novels only. And when did my being fanatic to books started? Hhmm. 5 months ago. Being a student and not being so fortunate when it comes to economic status, I must admit I can't buy my favorite books. I can't afford to buy a Twilight book, or even a paperback copy of a Frances Hodgson Burnett's book. That's why the story of "Hazel hunting e-books on the net started."



    Before, I was really not aware that downloading ebooks is a form of piracy. Actually, downloading mp3 songs and movies with "free of charge" on the internet are also forms of piracy. But hey, buying them will cost me much. So, why should I settle for those stuffs that can be bought with charges if I can get them freely? 

    I have, so far, 30 books, (okay delete that), 30 e-books on my cellphone and I'm so happy because I can read my favorite books anytime and anywhere even without the aid of a gigantic lamp shade with fancy designs. I love you piracy! Haha! Poor FBI agents. Can you arrest me now? LOL.

    I'm starting to here some bloggers' minds there, "OMG, this blog is so stupid, and the blogger also. She should die now and I can give her books as a form of my condolences for her." 

    P.S. I got this picture from Flickr, and here's the caption of it:

    "Debatable, of course. I own a copy of this book. So why shouldn't I enjoy the book in whatever format I want? Is this really piracy? Hmm.Of course, I had to get this scanned (and formatted into HTML) copy of this book through slightly nefarious means; but that's not quite the point. The author's got her money (not as if she needs it); so what's the worry?"

    Do you believe in piracy? Is it okay sometimes or should it completely be banned?




    I have been bothered by the comments of my blog. I should know from the very start that I should be bothered. That's why I am very sorry. It's not my intention to hurt others or to "proudly" say to everyone that I am not giving importance to the works of the authors. In fact, I love many authors that's why I am eager to read their books in any means. But, unfortunately, I made myself a stupid blogger.

    I am writing a book and hoping to be a successful author someday. and now I realized that I should not pirate books like the way I did. I just so love books that it made me do the unwanted thing.

    I am very sorry. I have an author-friend here in xanga and I just hope she wouldn't be able to read my blog. I am sorry. I hope everybody will forgive me. I have learned my lesson. Sorry.



    P.S. I have deleted my e-books in my phone. I just left one-Harry Potter 6.

Thursday, 16 July 2009

  • I Love Piracy!

    Yes. My blog title's so stupid. I don't know if Americans and other nationalities will relate to this post, but I'll continue anyway.

    I really love reading books, especially novels, or I should say, novels only. LOL. And when did my being fanatic to books started? Hhmm. 5 months ago. Being a student, and not being so fortunate when it comes to economic status, I must admit I can't buy my favorite books. I can't afford to buy a Twilight book,or even a paperback copy of a Frances Hodgson Burnett's book. That's why the story of "Hazel hunting e-books on the net started."



    Before, I was really not aware that downloading ebooks is a form of piracy. Actually, downloading mp3 songs and movies with "free of charge" on the internet are also forms of piracy. But hey, buying them will cost me much. So why should I settle for those stuffs that can be bought with charges if I can get them freely? 

    I have, so far, 30 books, (okay delete that), 30 e-books on my cellphone and I'm so happy because I can read my favorite books anytime and anywhere even without the aid of a gigantic lamp shade with fancy designs. I love you piracy! Haha! Poor FBI agents. Can you arrest me now? LOL.

    I'm starting to here some bloggers' minds there, "OMG, this blog's is so stupid, and the blogger also. She should die now and I can give her books as a form of my condolences for her." LOL.



    P.S. I got this picture from Flickr, and here's the caption of it:

    "Debatable, of course. I own a copy of this book. So why shouldn't I enjoy the book in whatever format I want? Is this really piracy? Hmm.Of course, I had to get this scanned (and formatted into HTML) copy of this book through slightly nefarious means; but that's not quite the point. The author's got her money (not as if she needs it); so what's the worry?"

Friday, 10 April 2009

aveleira0730

  • Visit aveleira0730's Xanga Site
    • Name: hazel
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 12/19/2008

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  • I'm a friendly person and I really want to have many friends around the world! Haha! Writing is my world, but it doesn't mean that writing is my expertise, I just want to express my feelings through it. I'm a Twilight fan, I love to read books and watch movies. I love my family very much, I miss my Dad who's in Canada right now. I'm a first year college student, taking up Bachelor of Science in Accountancy. I'm not religious, but a spiritual person. Can we be friends? =)

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  • MyxlDove
    Happy Birthday!
  • deana123
    heyaaaa..how r u..im bored so i wrote this..love ur weblog..lolaniwazz mind givin credits?well talk with ya laters..byeee
  • aveleira0730
    I think that girl is very special for you, am I right? haha,Please do send some of your works, i'll always love reading them.=)
  • MothersFinest1
    @aveleira0730 - I wrote that for a girl who was feelin down one day but,it's for anyone in gen..TY,I'm glad you liked it.I'll try and send you more of my works.ur friend,Bryan. =^_^=
  • aveleira0730
    @MothersFinest1 - There's only one thing I can comment on your poem - WONDERFUL!! To whom do you dedicate that?
  • MothersFinest1
    @aveleira0730 - SHADOWS....... I can feel it all around you... I can see it in your eyes... You feel so scared and all alone... And people can be so unkind... Even a loyal friend seems hard to find.... The only sky you see is dark and grey.... As if the world is growing colder... And shadows seem to
  • aveleira0730
    @MothersFinest1 - Oh yes, i love poems. Please do send it to me. thank you Kuya Bryan.=)
  • MothersFinest1
    Hi Hazel chan,rei.Would you like me to send you one of my poems?One is called "Shadows"I think you might like it.Alot who've read it seem to like it. =^_^=
  • aveleira0730
    @MothersFinest1 - Oh, the Clark Air Base in Pampanga, am I right? My Dad's a native of that province and most of my relatives live there.how do you say that I'm smart? i really don think i am. haha! anyway, thanks for that.=)
  • MothersFinest1
    @aveleira0730 - Konnichi wa Hazel chanl,So good to hear bk from you.I was there when Clark Air Base was active.I imagine that you do well in school,you seem very smart to me!Anoo,Ja nee =^_^=